July 2010
2 posts
i have been straight wildn’out for months now, perhaps, maybe, years. definitely more as of late, in and with much less intelligent ways and means of carrying myself.
major mistakes have been made, incredibly silly, dumb things have been being done and said.
immaturity has been running rampant like wild pigs in hawaii.
it’s time to stop, really far past time to stop. i...
June 2010
20 posts
I Feel Very Unwell. (Updates For My Own Benefit...
listening to a vampire weekend remix.
need to clean and somehow acquire music.
gonna catch the 9:20am into Portland.
need to figure out my google tyranny situation.
realizing somehow i have become only able to listen to music that has very strong drum and bass parts and this is worrying, on some level.
gonna make an actually decent resume tonight, somehow.
need to figure out my finances.
...
“Ghost Meat Is Fucking Incredible!”
– Samuel M., On The Topic Of Pacman.
Captain's Log For: Monday, June 7, 2010.
in midcoast again. will be updating tumblr more soon, got a new phone and am going to download a tumblr app for CONSTANT ACCESS. whoa.
currently out of cigarettes. want to go to rockland, also very tired and might sleep for a few more hours. need to finish customizing my phone, probably never will.
wearing a baby blue t-shirt with a print of deer in the woods that i collar and sleeve customized...
May 2010
42 posts
Meter Maids.
Faith pours from your walls, drowning your calls I’ve tried to hear, you’re not near Remembering when I saw your face Shining my way, pure timing Now I’ve fallen in deep, slow silent sleep It’s killing me, I’m dying To put a little bit of sunshine in your life Soleil all over you, warm sun pours over me Soleil all over you Warm sun Now this slick fallen rift...
I Talk Out Loud Like You're Still Around. (I Miss...
Today’s Objectives That Have Been Filled:
-started sorting through a lot of clothes/possessions in the basement, put together some bags and started laundry.
-found various items of importance, selene’s apples to apples, etc.
-found 9,000 backpacks (figure approximate).
things to still do:
-charge and put minutes on phone.
-locate diary, appointment book.
-put together pack when...
Bullshit N'Shit: Captain's Log For Saturday, May...
chilling at my parents still. being lazy. need to figure out how to get a new apartment, get a job, et cetera. today we went out to eat at the greek pizza place in thomaston, which was pretty rad. had mozzarella sticks.
tomorrow’s goals include:
-cleaning bags of shit in basement: throw out a whole bunch of clothes, find jewelry.
-putting pack together for portland for me, packing...
But She Didn't Mean A Thing, To Me.
what happened, here.
things were supposed to be better by now.
but i guess, like eddie said, “Different, Not Better.”
I Never Give You My Number, I Only Give You My...
listening to abbey road and wondering exactly what i have done, in terms of decisions. i really wasn’t paying attention for a while. and i purposely forgot a lot of things, so it would be easier to make decisions i was making. i don’t know if any of this was a good idea, i am fairly sure it wasn’t and i could be perma-fucked, in the not-awesome way.
i feel like i may have in...
I Can Almost Put It Back Together.
things to achieve today:
-do and sort laundry.
-meditate and determine further goals.
-figure out how to have money so as to achieve goals.
and we’ll collect the moments one by one,
i guess that’s how the future’s done.
Where Were You In '62?
watching american graffiti with selene. she’s leaving to return to pee-town tomorrow morning. i am continuing to chill in waldorizzle for a little while, work on my meditation and take nature walks and be by myself and think for a bit. get things in order, get my head back on. figure out what i want and my greater plans, here. been reading sagittarius 2010 horoscopes and it seems like things...
